Well, I'm finally updating this blasted thing. I can't even remember the last time I was on this thing, let alone posting that blog.
It's almost March 2008... Can you believe it? Time really does fly by after high school. In the blink of an eye, 3 years have passed. I feel so unaccomplished with what I have done in those three years. To be honest, I'm glad I'm taking a semester or two off from school. I really needed it. It's forcing me to do shit that I had needed to be doing all along. I'm on my way to becoming the man I want to be. The man I need to be. So thanks dad, for messing up this time and enabling me to have to work for what I want. I'm working a part time job now and the money is decent, though I know I need more hours there and another job or a full time job to replace it. I don't want to be washing dishes my entire life. I can't pull another 13 hour shift out of my ass like I've been doing. I've been applying to places and I don't understand why I haven't been getting any responses back. It's very frustrating. I'm going to be walking around today, seeing if I can find anyone has a help wanted sign up. At this point, anything will be good right now. As of right now, I'm trying to look for another apartment. Though this time it's going to be different. I'm going to have two roommates and we are going to be looking for apartments/houses for rent in Brooklyn. I figure this is optimal for me considering I still don't drive and living here, I can't find a good paying job with out a car so this will be good. I'm making sure that this is going to be like the family I want to have. I know I'm not going to control my roommates lives, but I'm going to make sure that we all make dinner at least one night a week and eat it together. I don't need another environment where I just feel alone. I don't want anyone to feel that way. It's not a good way to feel. At all. So that has been my life this semester. Working a job that I hate, and looking for another job I'm going to hate, so I can move to Brooklyn, hopefully get a great paying job because I know of a few people that can get me a job in Brooklyn. So I'm hoping all of this goes through. I know it will work. I just have to stay positive and get off my ass like I have been doing. I'm finally doing something for the better. If anyone has any tips and what not let me know =) And I'm going to try to have a huge house warming party so get ready to go into Brooklyn.


I would also like to give my condolences to my friend Helen and her family. Recently her father passed away recently and it's a very trying time. I love you Helen. If you ever need me I'll be here for you.